Please accept my sincere condolences for your loss of Louis. Please know that God understands how you feel and he deeply cares about you, and fully understands what you’re going through.. (Psalm 103:14; 1 Peter 5:7) Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted; he saves those who are discouraged.—Ps. 34:18. You can trust him with your innermost feelings, Pray to Almighty God for comfort and he will sustain you. My deepest Sympathy.